today would have been my moms 57th birthday. she had considered it a milestone and a miracle for every year past 50.
the wedding was beautiful. i don't think that i could have painted a more beautiful day. i felt beautiful in my dress, and steve was just so darned handsome. everyone seemed to have an amazing time... there is so much more to write.. but i'm so tired... and thinking about how much i missed my mom makes it hard to write.
things are ok, but i'm still in kind of a low space.
more soon i hope.
